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December 3rd, 2010

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10:05 am - The Return of A Clockwork Purple: Venting in the Name of ART

Hello ladies and gentlemen...

I have returned.

It's been a long long time since I have written in this journal.  A lot has obviously happened in the time since I have done so.  Usually, I would try and recap just about everything that I could remember.  At the present moment, I just can't bring myself to go through that.  So, here's my new approach:  whenever I bring up something new, if there's a story that goes along with it, I will tell the tale.  That way, not only am I getting the new out on the table, but you'll get the back story as well.

But this isn't a happy return.

Well...I probably shouldn't be so dramatic about it, but it's still not a joyous post, this post.

At my job, they blocked bandwidth-sucking sites such as Youtube and Grooveshark, as well as any other sites that would make you happy.

I am not happy.  I am pretty pissed off.  Kinda been crying a bit.

Now, for those who say "Well, it IS your job.  It's supposed to be a place of business."...shut up.

Stop being a right-winged asshole.  It sucks, and I am not gonna sit here and accept it like it's fine.

YouTube has pretty much become my second girlfriend.  I have a real one, but YouTube is another one for sure.  Since I have been gone, me and my friends have been posting our short internet shows on YouTube.  Not your average bullshit girl in front of a cam or nut shots, but actual scripted shows.  My job is mind numbing enough, so YouTube helped with that.  I could keep up with what we were all doing (as I consider my art my second job) and all that jazz.

I also do a radio show, in which I use Grooveshark to  make my playlists for the night. Now I can't do that at work.

This bullshit move they have done has just messed shit up big time for me.  No longer can I just go home and spend time with my girlfriend.  Now I have to sit and watch everything and cram shit in until night, trying to find the latest shit, as an 8 hour period of shit has transpired in which I couldn't do my research and promoting.  It sucks.

I understand fully why they did it.  Makes perfect business sense.  That doesn't mean they should have.

Fuck it, these "distracting" sites keep us from going mad in this bland ass office.

Why am I bitching?  No one is going to agree with me.  No one seems to have the same mind as me.

So I just will be busier.  Which is probably what I need.  I need to get ever MORE on the grind (is that even possible?) so I can get the fuck out of here and make my own money and do what I want.  Simple as that.

I'm sorry for this post.  It's stupid and not a proper return.  But nonetheless, I am back.

Stay tuned for more positive and cooler posts.  When I can, I will start sharing the vids me and my peoples have been doing.  I hope you guys will enjoy them.


Current Location: 7th Layer of Hell
Current Mood: angryangry
Current Music: Black Sabbath - War Pigs

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Date:January 1st, 2011 05:01 pm (UTC)
Hey! Yay! You are here! I'm glad to have you in the house! It's a bit weird (a few trapdoors here and there, and the occasional room roped off...but that's usually just standard formalities in this journal!) but it's fun!

Yea, the ban was pretty shitty. It hit me pretty hard. I have kinda come to terms with it. It just made it a bit harder. As you explained, it is a bitch to do your normal job and then muster the effort to try and do what you love. I did it a lot in 2010, and I plan on doing it even more this year!

I plan on this year being the most rough, tedious, and focused year ever. A lot of the times, it may not rock, but the end results are going to be GREAT! I am just in the mindset to put in some serious work, the best way I can.

I do feel a kindred mindset with you. Which is awesome that we are Journal buddies! I look forward to seeing what you write and things and I will definitely start updating my journal way more frequently!

Love you lots as well!!


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